it has been a long long time....

It has been a long time since my last post..

there is a lot of thoughts in my mind now that i would like and love to write it down word by word..

but somehow...

i have lost all the words suddenly...

there is only two words which able to describe my feeling now is...

SORE and TIRED

really feel that way..when i find out the truth

really feel that way ..when i find out i have actually lost

really feel that way..when i find out actually i can live better but i chose not to (Dumb me)

really feel that way..when i know i only left 3 weeks and ppl are beating me...

and now...i have to try my best to stop thinking about things which wont give me the apples that i wan...

i only can try my best and believe in myself that i can do it..

coz if myself cant believe in that , i dun think there is anyone who is able to help me..

so i must stand strong and dun let myself fall down...

but the main problem is..

"can i really do it?"

(-_-)