Insomnia

My brain is not functioning well but yet I can't get into sleep...

Also knowing that I nv do the stuffs I was told to do...

Reason being is...
I somehow dunno how to move on from here based on my records...

;(

I dunno why..

Dunno why..
I know it is inappropriate...

But the memories of that night keep appearing in my head...

Is a sweet and comfortable feeling...

To be frank..

I missing it and enjoyed the moments.

Muackz...

我不想。

我不想听，
不想理，
不想说。
那是因为你不了解。

15 SEC READING: Tomatoes and melons

15 SEC READING: Tomatoes and melons

Trapped..

I dunno how to say...
But this is my first time having this feeling after 1 yr of hard works..

The feeling is fear n tire..

I dunno where I am heading to...

Am I able to do it?

Been telling myself that I can..
But the end result does not turn out so...
Is it telling me to stop deceiving myself?

In a super stress mood now ;(

This song has sing out how i feel ....

it has been a long long time....

It has been a long time since my last post..

there is a lot of thoughts in my mind now that i would like and love to write it down word by word..

but somehow...

i have lost all the words suddenly...

there is only two words which able to describe my feeling now is...

SORE and TIRED

really feel that way..when i find out the truth

really feel that way ..when i find out i have actually lost

really feel that way..when i find out actually i can live better but i chose not to (Dumb me)

really feel that way..when i know i only left 3 weeks and ppl are beating me...

and now...i have to try my best to stop thinking about things which wont give me the apples that i wan...

i only can try my best and believe in myself that i can do it..

coz if myself cant believe in that , i dun think there is anyone who is able to help me..

so i must stand strong and dun let myself fall down...

but the main problem is..

"can i really do it?"

(-_-)

为什么

为什么时隔怎么久，
我的眼泪还是为他而流。。