Lost..

Lost...

The feeling of 'i don't want to learn' is coming bad..
which is bad...
Asking myself..why am i feeling in this way..
is it because I feel that nothing to learn?
Ans: Not really..
is it because I getting bored with this kind of job?
Ans: not really as well..

then why am i not focusing ?
My brain wave is like unstable at the moment...fluctuating up and down..
one moment thinking of this, another moment thinking of that..
all the weird qns..esp there are two qns keep lingering in my mind after someone asked me.

don't ask me for the answer coz I still slowly searching...
and I am rushing myself for the answer as well which is bad...
coz when the answer is being forced out ..usually is not the best answer...
I think I better let the nature take its course...

damn.. I should be focusing on things that are more important now...
not on these weird stuffs...

zzzz..