Merry christmas~!

Merry Christmas to everyone~!!

but sad to say..

i don't believe in Santa Claus,

coz it is only a fairy tales in everyone heart..

when everyone is a kid..

i believe most of us will immediately thought of him..

But to me..esp this yr..i start to believe that it is a festival to forgive and forget..

Forgive to those who has hurt you in this year..

Forget all the unpleasant stuff that have happened in this year..

Because only from there, you then can move on to the next year with lots of hopes~!

Cause with all the disappearance of unpleasant stuff and with the forgiveness you have carried...

Next year will be a better year with no hates to start~!

Jia you le~~! to everyone and to ng wei ting~!@

Cause this year has come to an end and next year will be a better year!~

=)

爱情

爱情。。
它不只需要一个对的人。。
它也需要对的时间。。

因为只有在对的时间遇到一个对的人。。
爱才会静悄悄地走进来。。

我现在才了解

我现在才了解， 当你真的爱上一个人，
不管时隔多久，不管他怎样看你，
不管他对你如何，不管你怎么努力，
你的眼泪还是会为他而流。

天啊！

天啊！ 我连做梦， 都梦到工作。
太恐怖！

Exam over~!

Woot~! I am done with my last and only paper yesterday~!Feeling: good~ Hope i can pass.Cant wait for my convocation..hahah...

Well..November somehow is the start of my new life. Firstly, I have my last and only paper on 1st, which also marked as an end to my studies (Hopefully..^_^). Officially end my life of being a part time student, full time employee (maybe). Secondly, I am changing new job. I got myself a permenant job as...........Job Counsultant. hahah. This post is totally different from all my previous positions: retail associate, lab tech, admin. This is something totally new to me. I am curious about what kind of life, experience, knowledge that this position will be giving me. Looking forward for that but kinda having mixed feeling as well and think this feeling will be stronger on Sunday as the next day will be the day. Will it be a bad or good day for to start a new job?

Pray.

ARGHZ

Wat am i doing??

MY brain seems FREEZE...

ARGHZ...5.5 topics to go..den i can revise tml~! please..BRAIN BRAIN..can u start working??????

我真的快没力气了。

我真的快没力气了。 
I'm thinking am I the culprit?
But no matter how I still have to move.
Realized I have been the spot for too long..

1down

1topic is down.. But still have 9 topics to go..
Jia you!!!

一场大雨

这场雨就像你一样。
来的突然，走的忽然。
让人不知所措。

Failure

failure? doesn't matter, what really matters is the process, where you can learn from your mistakes and make it better

20th Oct

I have forgotten how long ago..

But today is the day..

Hope you have been fine over the other side..=D

and I also will jia you and live my life to fullest...

=D

Letting go might not be an end , but a new beginning ...

what day is today?

what day is today?
is an emo day...

dunno why am i feeling emo today...

feel like a fool...

a real big fool..

原来我没有放弃。。

我以为我已放弃了。。
原来我没有。。

虽然我已不需要你的答案。。
但我并没有放弃你。。

很想对你说：‘请你也不要放弃我，好吗？’

What is my goal in 5 yrs time...

hmmmm...

recently i have been asked this question for few times...

and i realised since young till now..

this goal has been a forever changing issue in my mind.

when i was young, graduate from poly,

my goal then is to be a chemist or researcher..

however as i grow old, my mindset change as reality tell me that it is impossible as i will need to study tilll PhD ..

based on my result, my financial situation...this is a far far way dream...

den i changed my goal..to open a cafe..with friends..

but these need capitals..

so my goal now..is earn more money..

to support my family and dreams...

but telling ppl this..

is so..surface..

and today i suddenly realise what is the reason..

and that will be my goal,

to be independent in every aspect.

but still how shld i convey this tomorrow?

Wait patiently...

I will..and be it...
whether is there any reply
i will just wait ...


i believe in fate..

When telling someone...think is still better to remind myself as well..

Esther says: letting go doesnt mean u will lost everything
Esther says:if u two meant to be together
Esther says:it will
Esther says:love onli come when u least expected..
Esther says:if u think is xin ku..i believed him also
Esther says:why?
Esther says:everyone upset
Esther says:just leave
Esther says:n let go
Esther says:u will start to become relax n happy againEsther says:he also
Esther says:by then if fated..
Esther says:u all will see each other again
Esther says:the world wnt stop jus because u stop
Esther says:it will move on
Esther says:so moved on
Esther says:i beleve after the rain there's always a rainbow waiting for you at the other sideEsther says:this is jus a phase..my dear
Esther says:=)
Esther says:this is a jus a challenge to u...not obstacle in urs life
letting go doesnt mean u dun care..jus tat u care more than he do

Esther says:well love is funny
Esther says:it doesn't mean u will fall in love with someone who is nice to you..
Esther says:it comprises lots of factor, time, feel and so on
Esther says:is not as easy as 1+1+
☆[PigGy PiG]+☆ says:yeaa been a long time since i have feel
Esther says:hahha yaya+☆[PigGy PiG]+☆ says:i think feel is the hardest thing on earth to let go
Esther says:so jus treasure it when it comes ..but respect it when it gone
Esther says:as always
Esther says:=)

痛苦

痛苦是当你知道。。
你已爱上一个不应该爱上的人。。
但那人并不知道。。
就算知道也有可能不会回报。。。
而那也是世界上最遥远的距离。。

Review of Blackbird

Review of Blackbird...

勇气。。

追求爱情需要很大的勇气。。。
但是结束爱情需要更大的勇气。。

而我需要的正是勇气。。

因为我一点儿也没有。。

连该这么去爱。。
也忘了。。

I am sick...after so long...

I thought after so long..my gastric prob has gone...but no~!!!

it has returned~!

fri's night, i have vomited 4 times, and ls-ing 6 times...zzz

so i ate those chinese powder med and force myself to sleep...

sat i am still weak..but recovering so i dun think i need to see doc..

no choice..
cancelled my 2nd interview, outing with Grace they all and my company's DnD..

never really eat these two days...

Sun..i can feel hunger~! WOoot~!

Just when i tot i am recovered, i having gastric pain on Mon's morning..zzz

den again...

I vomitted..

Endured after meeting and lunch...

cant eat much again...

I can't stand it..so asking for permission to leave early..

and finally i saw a doc..

surprisingly i have slight fever..

expected too much gas in stomach...zzz

sighz...wat i weekend...

Fried Rice Paradise with Minister Lee~!

Last Last Thurs i have an impromtu invitation by Ah Li to Fried Rice Paradise..surprisingly saw Minister Lee there~! lol..my honour sir..

王力宏 - 信任 [KTV] ktv.playinmel.com

feeling....tooooot~!

That's explain wat happen to my love life.

Jamie says:
"in this world, there are two type of woman, the simple girls and the complicated one. problem is, guys always end up leaving for the simple one. reason being that it just got so hard and she is easier. if youre one of the complicated ones, its not that you couldnt break them, maybe the problem was that he couldnt break you, maybe some women aint meand to be tame, they are suppose to

Jamie says:
run free untill the find someone to run with"

New Blog

I have decide to open a new blog..

it will be about all the books that i have read..

short summary of it...

this is to remind myself what have i read...

just like this blog,

remind myself what have happen to me..=)

http://bookiewormie.blogspot.com/

I did it~!

100 skipping,
20 slow crunches...

shall continue my skipping later..
still got 100 more to goo...
hee..

shall wake up early in the morning tomorrow to skip and do some crunches as well..

i shall lose some weight by healthy lifestyle~!!

LOL

王力宏 張靓穎 另一個天堂MV

I think i understand and i know the answer

SIGHZ

negative negative negative...

all the negative thoughts begin to pour into my mind, my brain..

is now full and flooding...

i hate that..

but i just cant help it...

coz reality seems so...thou 25 percent of me hope is not true

but the negative tots have eaten away the 75 percent..

and i anticipate with it...

think i rather think this way..

than filling me with broken heart when the truth came...

I'm Lost.

I really lost.

Thanks..

Thanks to you..
i have undersand who am i..
thanks to you...
what kind of position am i in..
thanks to you..
that i have learn how to care for a person...
without suffocating him/her...

thanks...
for giving such a sweet and memorable times..

thanks.

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m


o


i


n


g

"You don’t realize how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you."

i am a busybody, impatient girl...
easily get irritated...
easily affected by someone who is close of me..

think i look too much into details...

which is bad..

think i really should learn how to meditate....

tick tok tick tok

tick tok tick tok...
waiting for the time to come..so i not need to squeeze bus with ppl...

feeling quite tire...
decide to give myself a last shot of chance
after this if gone...
i oso dunno what to say..

coz i am a weak shit bahz...

today gt two ppl say i have itchy backside~!

hahah i think so too sia...

zi xun fan niao...

this is irritating..

nv stop nagging ever since i back from hong kong..
nag abt my hair extension..
nag abt my face..
nag abt i helping my friends doing cards..

nag nag nag nag...

sometime..one day...
i think i will just run out of the house..

who like to have outbreak...

no one likes...

ME TOO~!

jus tat my pimples like cant adapt hong kong weather
it went bad...

it seems to become active again...

sianz....

but i shall be guai ..
eat med , wash 4 times a day...

for a month...

i hate tat... but i have to do it...

wei she mo wo hui jue de ze me she bu de

写了一封没有勇气寄出去的‘心’。。。

我写了有很多有多很想很想
跟那人说的话。。
我们的之间好像被我。。
破坏。。


但我却很想跟你说。。
我不知道还来得及。。
你还想不想听。。
的话。。

但我知道。。
如果我不说。。
有可能。。
我会后悔。。

[KTV] 方炯鑌 & 弦子 - 暗示

pimpled face =(

I suddenly hate my face
really hate it..

outbreak at a wrong age..

1234567~~

Dot dot..

Sorry but i personally feel weird to see Felicia Chin act 'gon gon' , blur blur ..in the 9pm drama..

in fact, the bunch of actors and actresses looks weird n....act young? hmmm

...........................

and..the so called-classical music they put together with the drama..sounds....sad n irritating...

Gosh....

今天的我有一点感伤。。。
不知道为什么。。

我好像明了一些事实。。
好像已经找回不了以前的那些感觉。。
好想有了什么变化了。。

是我的执著，
我的飘佛不定的性格害了我吗？

我心中的那把火好像快要爆发了。。。

但不是生气而是哭泣。。。

很多时候， 有很多事情不是我们能够控制的。。。

心情：烦躁。。

I wan to..

I want to find a full time job...
I want to find some sidelines..
I want to save money...

I want to cure my pimples on my cheeeekkk~!!!!!!

and lastly i want to go this place call 'Gentle Paws & Friend' which is for homeless and staving dogs..to do the walk-a-dog pledge~! I want to be a volunteer~!!!

which this is what making my friend laughed at me today and asked me to help her walk her dogs instead....

-.-'''..

GRRR

am i thinking too much or is really just coincidence?

Hi Esther! Here is your Daily Horoscope for Tuesday, June 22

What is going on inside? You aren't quite sure how to find the time you need to chill out and get through your emotional backlog, but you can tell that it's important. Look at the big picture.

Immortal Jellyfish - Turritopsis nutricula

Interesting fact to know and share~!

Turritopsis nutricula or immortal jellyfish is a hydrozoan whose medusa, or jellyfish, form can revert to the polyp stage after becoming sexually mature. It is the only known case of a metazoan capable of reverting completely to a sexually immature, colonial stage after having reached sexual maturity as a solitary stage. It does this through the cell development process of transdifferentiation. Cell transdifferentiation is when the jellyfish "alters the differentiated state of the cell and transform it into a new cell. In this process the medusa of the immortal jellyfish is transformed into the polyps of a new polyp colony. First, the umbrella reverts itself and then the tentacles and mesoglea get resorbed. The reverted medusa then attaches itself to the substrate by the end that had been at the opposite end of the umbrella and starts giving rise to new polyps to form the new colony.

Polyps further multiply by growing additional stolons, branches and then polyps, to form colonial hydroids. This ability to reverse the life cycle (in response to adverse conditions) is probably unique in the animal kingdom, and allows the jellyfish to bypass death, rendering Turritopsis nutricula potentially biologically immortal.

Careful laboratory experiments have revealed that all stages of the medusae of Turritopsis nutricula , from newly-released to fully-mature individuals, can transform back into polyps. Studies in the laboratory showed that 100% of specimens could revert to the polyp stage, but so far the process has not been observed in nature, in part because the process is quite rapid and field observations at the right moment in time are unlikely. In spite of this remarkable ability, most Turritopsis medusae are likely to fall victim to the general hazards of life as plankton, including being eaten by other animals, or succumbing to disease.

However, according to a leading marine biologist, growing in such numbers, it could eventually disrupt the maritime environment.

puking blood~

Writing email for more verifications and supporting documents but not asking to reducing or edit anything..

but the reply that i got is......

'please reduce the amount and the reason for invitation has written on invitation memo'


dER~!!!! I still purposely breakdown the 'why' and 'how' (i.e, what is included in the amount , what are the benefits etc.) so that I can help to explain to the head. But the reply he gave is not helping himself at all.....

-.-'''

*PUKE*

Sezairi Sezali - Broken

痛

累

与

哭

好像都离不开彼此。。。

我累了

真的累了...

stop saying i am nuaing..when i am not/ u dun understand

FYI, I am not as free/nua as what you think ..
even though i am just a part timer but that doesn't mean i very free..
no responsibilities
and i can nuaing..

everything has a price to pay..but i am satisfied with my life..
coz i got to learn everything..even though it is peanut pay..and i am suffering from this..
but i am fine..
getting high pay doesn't mean you can get what you wants
getting low pay doesn't mean it is bad..

as i said..

everything is based on how u see it..
and what u want eventually...

New Hairstyle~!

Cannot stand my perm hair..
coz the hair look so unhealthy..
tangled,
unmanageable...
so I ahve decided to go n find Clara for help~!
And tada~! My new hairstyle~!

I LOVE IT~! but my mom HATE IT~!!

Hahhaha...

Hope you take it easy...

Wat a reply...'Take it easy'..

Wat stuff do i need to take it easy...hmmm

Shrugs.. :/






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1-Caramel

在误打误撞中，我赢到了1-rochestor受举办的母亲节活动 ：Free high tea and chocolate buffet at 1-Caramel~!

本来刚考完试，还觉得满沮丧，
因为感觉好像可能过不了关。。应该需要‘打包‘。。
但一个msn和一个电话却让我觉得我好幸运~！
这也干好成了我考试后的安慰品~！
哈哈~！

就说是母亲节活动，所以本想带母亲一起去吃。。
但因为是chocolate buffet， 而我妈妈不能吃这么多甜品。。
所以我就叫和我一起参赛的shuli一起去~！（可怜的maumau不能去因为她还要做工~！）

一踏进店里，迎接我们的是一整桌的美丽结婚蛋糕 （真可惜~！它们只是摆设品）~！








接着才是我们的主题~！一整桌的巧克力甜品~！！



最快乐的事情是在桌子上看到我的名字~!感觉像VIP~!~ LOL



原本以为他们只有巧克力甜品。。谁知道当我和Shuli去拿食物的时候。。我们的桌上也多了许多pastries~! YUMMY~!




看我那贪吃的模样~！

和Shuli那不知所措的样子～！

就知道我们有痛苦～！因为这些pastries和desert,实在让我们不知该从哪儿开始吃起～！！
哈哈～！

如果大家逛街逛到累了，想找一个地方歇一歇，或是想找个地方和朋友们叙叙旧，而又有sweet tooth的话，不妨来1-Caramel喔～！Chocolate Buffet: 一个大人的收费是35元加加，而小孩小过12岁，则是20元加加。。。以下是Chocolate Buffet 的菜单。。





很多吧～！！！　哈哈～！

它的环境虽小但很美，很舒服。。很适合好朋友们聚一聚，聊聊天。。而且最重要的是她的点品还不错喔～！尤其是他的'dark flourless chocolate cake with fresh summee berries chantilly' ～！　它的cream 一点多不腻。。感觉很健康～～！　但是最喜欢的是她的chocolate Mudcake~!!噢我的天啊～！！那苦甜的味道～！真叫人难以忘怀～！！

但是以后还想举办母亲节庆祝会的话～！请不要再用chocolate buffet了～！因为妈妈们多老了。。不因该吃这么多甜的～！对她们的身体也不好。。怎样庆祝，还是得照顾身体。。。 我妈本人一听到是chocolate buffet，就马上拒绝我了～！但也不能怪她，因为她得血糖过高，所以不可以吃甜的东西。。真可惜～！！

horoscope

Love is always complicated on some level, especially when loyalty is an issue. If you're just getting to know each other, you should get some clarity on expectations and standards.

Your laughter is infectious today, and you might find that your friends are all looking for ways to provoke it. It's a really good time to kick back and enjoy the people you spend your time with.


Haha...my horoscope for today~!LOL

唐伯虎之诗

别人笑我太疯颠。。
我笑他人看不穿。。

唐伯虎

是看破了红尘，还是没有了自信。。。？

我好像两者都有。。

是因为累了吗？

我不知道。。

我只知道。。

互相的关心其实有时是无影的压力。。

这些压力让我喘不过气。。

觉得为什么我的人生不是我自己在做选择，而是别人。。

是因为我每次都在埋怨和后悔吗？

但我不喜欢这种不被信任，而被控制的感觉。。

只会让我跟不想理任何人，更叛力。。

还是因为我太在乎别人的眼光吗？

太在乎别人的感受。。

而从不为自己想一想？

不善于表达的我。。

总把这些评语放在心上。。

反反复复的想了又想。。

听了越多反而越乱。。

我从不勇于的解释或揭开真真的烦恼。。

只会在一个角落自寻烦恼。。

而我的选择往往都是逃避。。

只会说，“顺其自然”。。。

但我知道，也很清楚。。自己的人生要自己负责。。

所以我从来不怪过任何人。。只会埋怨自己。。


我只想自由自在的生活。。

我不再是小孩了。。

everyone has their own lifestyle..
so why shld we mimick or wanting ppl's lifestyle to be the same ?
Aren't we suppose to learn how to respect each other's life style ?

"everything has two or more faces...learning to respect and you will be able to see a rounder image. "

playing around..

Playing around with my nephew's and Ashlyn's ( My friend's bb) photos hence i decide to give myself a break even though i know i am lagging behind..hahah

I'm hopeless...

arghz...

out of sudden i feel like spending money again..

but is not wat i need..

is jus a passion...

feel like getting the digital lomo camera..

but yet wat others said is quite true as well..

might as well buy a good camera and photoshot it to the one i wan..

but yet..

the digital lomo camer really looks attractive to me..

and i am so tempted..

*bite my fingers*

我想隐藏自己

Hi Esther! Here is your Daily Single's Horoscope for Friday, April 23

You're tired of walking on eggshells, especially since it has been happening with increasing frequency over unimportant matters. It hurts your relationships in more ways one, so be sure to let them know.

我想隐藏自己..

After so long...

After sooo long..

I have finally see Tiernan and help in feeding~!

I like the feeling..seeing him drinking and sleeping, wake up and continue drinking in my arm...

Looking at him during he sleeping..Looking at him smiling, and moving during his sleep..

and oh my...my nephew has really grow up fast ..LOL he is about 5 kg now..

=)

Admire my sis-in-law~! She really is wonder..thou her temper is still as bad...but can see that she is really concern about my little nephew ..pacifying him when he cried badly for his milk..angry when my bro is slow in preparing for milk..LOL..

However, thou can see her concern, the 母爱 , and the bonding is strong between Tiernan and her...but, Partial of me wondering is the strong bonding good or bad...just suddenly feel that actually the ways she behaves is almost the same as how my mom behaves, isn't she?

But of coz, the difference is one is mother, one is grandmother. And, mother always have the right.

o.O

think i will only understand after i have my own kids bahz..LOL

历史又重演。。

today my mom tried to instruct me to do things during my sleep again...
but is not succeed coz when i woke up...i dun remember anything wat she has said...
lol~!
so it is happened again..once again..she told me i still responsed to her..saying 'yes, i will do'...but ends up none succeed...lol~!

我老了！

wee..late at night..wat i have done?

playing photos to make collage..results..still not bad..as is my first time doing...

anyway finally..spending days to crack my head to think how layout, align, bla bla.. 27eight is ready for preview~! Please visit our shop at www.27eight.com~!

hope to see you all there~!

Blessing in disguise?

Today my mood is Bad mood~! Ultimate bad~!

really hate ppl giving empty promises...

ARGGGHHZH~!!! WAHHHHHZZZ~!!!!

!3W@$@%173874838

due to this bloody incident...i today suddenly wake up super early~! 630..n due to anger...i cant get back to sleeeeeppp....damn~! spoil my day..

so i decided to bathe n get ready for work..

I am super early today~!

dunno is it blessing in disguise..coz if i nv come early to work..I sure will be late and get drench in the heavy rain...

hmm...are u trying to tell me anything?

Everything...

everything doing half way...
tml is my leave...
but yet i cant rest...

I have to 'add oil'

quite sad recently when i see the result..

wat happen to me?

why am i feeling emo...hmmm

what am i thinking...

one little movement...really can make a person happy but oso can make another person sad...

alot of things..only difference apart by a line...

Sha ren zhen de you sha fu mahz?

What Have I Done~?

Facebooking for past 4 hours,
Msning for past 4 hours,
Twittering for past 4 hours,
Smsing for past 2 hours,
Work for 2 hours,
Blogging for less than 1 hr...
Lunch for 1 hour...

hmmm...suddenly..i feel like fei ren...

人与人之间的关系

人与人之间的关系,
就像是放风筝一样,
要知道什么时候应该可以放松线,
什么时候应该可以收紧线.

过紧,线程将中断,
太松,风筝就会当你人都没有注意到时,飞走..

Halo to the colourful world~!

Halo to the colourful world~My name is Tiernan Ng. It is pronounced as Teer-nan. It is given by my mom. According to her, it is an Irish name meaning "Loyal" or "Royal". But according to my Gu gu, she found out that it means "Little Lord".

I born on 5th March 2010, midnight~My dad said that I cried loudly immediately after I came out from mummy's tummy~! hahah...That's y my dad called me 'xiao ye man', but my mom call me 'xiao shuai ge"~whether is it true..still yet to know...lol..but most of my relatives said that I look like my dad~! (^-^)

I am superb popular~! Most of my family and parent's friends have came to see me on the next day...but..awwwhhh...they are sooo noisy...i cant have a good sleep..yawnz...

Anyway, I think I have quite..ermz...'dunno how to describe' family :

• Grandparents who are super over 'kan cheong' about me...even though they keep saying they dun wan to bother..
• Grand-aunt who came back from HK for good...I know she will dote me alot...but she also kinda of over-protective about me..=/
• Gu gu...who said she going to control my grandmother from doting me too much....
• Uncle who accompany my mom whole night...
• Anther Uncle who still dun wan to come and visit me..=( hmm...According to my Gu gu, he said he want to wait till my first month...
• And, of course~! My parents~ who want me to learn independent from the start~ =)

And, I have yet to see my great grandma~! who also want to wait till my first month...hmmmz...think on that day, there will be quite a number of crowds who come n wish me, see me, sayang me ..but think most likely...I will be passing around like a ball bahz...zzzz...I want to SLEEP...Eat, SLEEP....hmm

Tada~! That's me~! Am I handsome?? LOL

Oh ya ~! Forget to mention...this blog's owner is my Gu GU~!! heee (^-^)

Hakka Traditional Food

The history of Ho Po Hakka Lei Cha (¾Ý¯ù) or pounded tea

The residents, who live in the region of Tao Hua Yuan (®çªá·½) in the province
of Hunan (´ò«n¬Ù), usually have their Lei Cha (¾Ý¯ù) or pounded tea during lunch time. If honoured guests come for a visit the family would lay out a table of Lei
Cha to serve their guests. It is believed that this tradition of consuming Lei Cha started during the period of San Guo (¤T°ê) or the Three Kingdoms (220AD to 265AD). During the relocations of the Hakkas the Hopo Hakka brought Lei Cha
to the south, especially to the regions of Jie Yang (´¦¶§) and Jie Xi (´¦¦è) in the province of Guangdong (¼sªF¬Ù) where most of the Hopo Hakkas live.

Legend had it that Liu Bei (¼B³Æ), the leader of the Shu (¸¾) Kingdom, led an army
passing through the village of Wu Tou Cun (¯QÀY§ø in the present day region of Tao Hua Yuan in Hunan province). They encamped in the village. The next day Liu Bei discovered that half the men in his army were struck down by influenza. They were all lying in bed, feeling sick and they could not go any further. Immediately, Liu Bei ordered local and the army physicians to treat the soldiers, but of no avail.

Along it came an old lady from the mountain where there were thick bamboo groves and peaches grew. The old lady said that she could cure the sick soldiers. Liu Bei was very happy and he asked the old lady to treat his soldiers. However, the old lady did not go to see the sick soldiers but asked Liu Bei to give her sixty soldiers
who would be under her command. Happily, Liu Bei obeyed.

The old lady told ten soldiers to grind the rice, ten soldiers to dig for ginger, ten
soldiers to go to the market to buy tealeaves, ten soldiers to chop firewood, ten soldiers to use a big caldron to boil water, and ten soldiers to hew sixty rods with
ten feet long by two inches in diameter.

The soldiers accompanished their tasks and all the materials were laid in front
of the old lady. Without rushing, the old lady told those who had grind the rice to
soak the rice in water, those who had dug the ginger to watch the ginger, those
who had bought the tealeaves to wash the tealeaves. The old lady told the other thirty soldiers to drill teeth on thirty earthenwares. When the soldiers had completed their jobs the old lady divided the grind rice, gingers and tealeaves into thirty parts and put them into the thirty earthenwares. She then ordered each of the soldiers to grab a rod on his hands and pound the mixtures inside the arthenwares -two soldiers per earthenware. The soldiers pounded and hull the mixture until it became paste. The old lady then told the soldiers to pour all the mixture from the thirty earthenwares into the boiling water in the caldron. Immediately, the boiling water
turned into brownish soup. The old lady scoop out a bowl of hot soup for each of the sick soldiers. After drinking the hot soup the sick soldiers went back to sleep
and they slept soundly.

The next day the sick soldiers woke up cheerfully and they were all cured. Liu Bei
and the soldiers thanked the old lady who went back to her village happily. From
then on the drinking of pounded tea (Lei Cha) spread far and wide. Eventually, the
Hakkas brought the custom of drinking Lei Cha to the south and later, the tradtion
of drinking pounded tea travelled overseas and spread to all parts of the world.

CHUNG Yoon-Ngan (¾G¥Ã¤¸)
All rights reserved 2002

I just had Lei cha for dinner~! and I love it~!!!! I remember I used to help my mom to pound the tea when i was young...however..it is slightly different from traditional recepies..mine is passed down by my grandmother, tealeaves, peanut and garlic...den add hot water...

then we eat with rice, cai po, cabbage, cai xin and tofu...and mixed them together...some first timers will think it looks like.....drainage water..hahah

The tea~!!!

Cabbage, cai po , cai xin, tofu and rice~(you can eat separately if you wan..)

Wah la~!!! The mixture of everything.... My Fav~!

我想要。。。勇气

一次过看完了两个偶像剧。。

“下一站，幸福”和 “败犬女王”

我边看边哭。。我的垃圾桶已经塞满我用过的纸巾，留着我的眼泪和鼻涕~~

还好没人看。。。

所以我很少在外面看这种戏。。
不然
我一定要抱着一盒纸巾~！

哈哈。。

看完两部戏。。

我忽然领悟到。。

我到底要怎样的男人~！

他不用很帅，但要高。

他要有个好心肠

对长辈有礼。。

最重要的是。。。

他要有很大的勇气， 牵着我的手。。

大声地对我说，“我就是喜欢原本的你~！我爱你~！不用怕，有我在~！只要有我们的爱，所有的困难就能解决~~”

能够给我勇气。。勇敢地去爱。。

“只要有你在。。那股勇气。。那样的爱。。我什么都不怕~！”

不管别人的眼光。。能够接受原本的我，不嫌弃我。。尊敬我。。

哈哈。。。think i watch too much drama le...

但我believe。。总有一天。。我会得到的。。

"我仍然记得我曾告诉别人，我将有关的人的手，寻找安全感。它必须比我大，因为那时它then能够抓住我的手更加紧密和坚定.. and 运行义无反顾向前...告诉我不要害怕..而我能相信他，信任他，顺从他不担心..."

(^-^)

Blackbird

Wanted to watch this play , 'Blackbird'
Happily wanted to see when it will be showing...
but found this shocking news..

It has been ...CANCELLED~!

sad...what a disappointment..

The actor last minute withdrew from the play as he felt he is unable to deliver out the role..

24th February 2010

PRESS RELEASE

It is with regret that SRT has to announce the postponement of Blackbird which was slated to run March 6-20th.

Blackbird is a very challenging play with a cast of two, that demands exceptional actors to make successful.

After two weeks of rehearsal, Patrick Teoh, who played the male protagonist, felt that he could not deliver what was required to do justice to the role. This has come as a huge disappointment to everyone involved with the production.

“As a professional actor, this has been the most challenging role I have ever taken on. The dream role for many actors is to eventually play Hamlet at least once in their career, because of its complexity. Blackbird has the potential to achieve that kind of appeal for an actor. I am sure audiences will appreciate and enjoy this as well once they’ve seen the play,” says actor Patrick Teoh, adding “I am hugely disappointed in myself that I could not deliver a performance that would do both the show and SRT proud. I appreciate all that SRT has done to help me and feel bad for letting SRT down.”

Teoh, who has an extensive acting resume, was most recently seen in the Singaporean film Blue Mansion.

Instead of rushing to find a replacement actor, SRT has made the decision to postpone the show to September in order to allow director Tracie Pang, Emma Yong and the new cast enough time to ensure that Blackbird is of the high quality that SRT audiences have come to expect.

All patrons who have purchased tickets will be contacted by SISTIC by next week and will be given a full refund.


For enquiries, please contact:
Charlotte Nors
Executive Director
Tel: (+65) 6221 5585 / charlotte@srt.com.sg

Hopefully, will see it on sept~!

It has been a long time i have not watch a play..due to financial constraint..

sighz.. tot i finally able to watch a play~!!

y y y y y y y????

y i just cant bloody hell concentrate on my reading...left 2 topics to go..n i can start my revision...oh my...but i jus cant concentrate on it~ they look so alien~!

damn...&!^&@%$#$#%

worst i feel sleepy..fatigue fatigue...

feel like taking mc~! but cant....coz finance constrain...

looking forward sat...after that i can breath for a while..

sighz..

爱情。。

爱情是可遇不可求。。

今天我所有的亲戚才知道我已经单身了。。

我也很坦诚的承认。。

而我一点遗憾的感觉也没有。。

这代表我真得放下过去了。。

不再忆念着什么了。。

我很开心。。

因为我知道。。

现在的我能够坦诚地对待下一位。。

=）

希望我可以找到一个能让双方对彼此坦诚，信任的感情。。。

我很期待。。=）

感觉：无助。。

感觉真的蛮无助。。

对于我的朋友的遭遇，
我只能说生命真的是脆弱的。。
而对不起。。我无法帮你什么。。。
也对不起。。这几年我冷落了你。。（忽然真的觉得其实我是个坏人，对不起。）
而这也是为什么我无法直接给你仍何的支持。。
只能默默地为你祈祷。。

对于我的表妹的遭遇。。
我并不能帮到什么忙。。
我只能借你我的耳朵。。
只要你记得你并不是一个人。。
因为我也是你的家人。。
=）

对于我那可爱的宠物。。
你等我。。我一定会带去看医生。。
要坚持哦。。

今天我是哭醒的。。
梦到我爸爸过世。。
眼泪就一直一直地往下流。。

那个梦好可怕。。

=(

sounds true...isn't it?

"Hi Esther! Here is your Daily Horoscope for Tuesday, February 9

Your mind can't escape your financial situation -- even if it's never been better! You may want to make a little more at work, or you may want to pay down some debt. Whatever it is, go for it soon!"


sounds really like my current situation , isn't it?..LOL

feel like blogging...
but my mind just goes blank...lol

我能吗？

有些人的人生，是直达车　　有些人却是慢车，中间总要经过许多站，经历许多人…　　有人总是下错站，坐过头，不是错失了窗外风景，就是错过了身旁的人　　没有人知道，能陪自己坐到终点站的人，究竟会是谁….　　相爱的人，真的就能一路到达人生的终点站吗？

而我能等到那一天的到来吗？

被“下一站，幸福”深深吸引住的我， 被它那synopsis影响了我的感触。。

读完了synopsis， 第一个想法是。。我有可能等到那位愿意陪我坐到终点站的人吗？

hmm...我也没多少时间想这些了。。刚刚和我的妈妈完成了做五香的任务。现在的我得去整理房间了。。目标：今晚一定要完成~！加油~！玮婷~！！！ Gambatte~!!!!

Lost..

Lost...

The feeling of 'i don't want to learn' is coming bad..
which is bad...
Asking myself..why am i feeling in this way..
is it because I feel that nothing to learn?
Ans: Not really..
is it because I getting bored with this kind of job?
Ans: not really as well..

then why am i not focusing ?
My brain wave is like unstable at the moment...fluctuating up and down..
one moment thinking of this, another moment thinking of that..
all the weird qns..esp there are two qns keep lingering in my mind after someone asked me.

don't ask me for the answer coz I still slowly searching...
and I am rushing myself for the answer as well which is bad...
coz when the answer is being forced out ..usually is not the best answer...
I think I better let the nature take its course...

damn.. I should be focusing on things that are more important now...
not on these weird stuffs...

zzzz..

我只能说原来。。。

大家~！请不要在我昏昏迷迷的时候问我问题~！

我昨天在上课一半的时候，突然电话响起。
是我的妈妈打给我的，

妈妈：为什么这么晚了，你还没回？
我：喔~我今晚有课喔 ~ 吖~我没跟你说过我每个礼拜一，二和四都有上课吗？
妈妈：有啊~！可是我今天早上问你的时候，你跟我说你没有课，还说会回来吃饭~！
我：有吗？？ 为什么我没有印象我有跟你说话？？我真的有这样说吗？
妈妈：有啊！在我去做工之前，我问你，你起来跟我说的。
我：吖也~！真的吗？？我完全不记得了！！没印象吖也~！

原来，根据我妈妈所讲的。。。

那时的我还没完全醒~！！还在半睡半醒的情况下，跟我妈妈说了一堆我一点儿印象都没有的话~！！！

而且，这已经不是第一次了~！！

所以大家~！请不要在我半睡半醒的状态下，问我问题~！因为我会‘随机应变’，或糊里糊涂的回答你。。而回答是什么。。对不起了~！！ 因为有90%我会不记得~！！

哈哈~！我就是那么糊里糊涂~！

Tiring..

Back from taiwan...
Is fun..but yet parts of it isirritating..
a trip is really good enough to let you see a person's real character...
a person who most of us feel that she is a good person initially..

but during the trip...we realise..she is kinda selfish?

first day reach taiwan, i went up to kaoshiung alone..
lost my way, coz all my friends went to night market..so no choice i went to hotel myself..
funny is i never expect that i will lost my way..or i will make them panic..
but my bestie gets worry...she worried about my safety as no matter how, I'm still a girl , alone out there finding my way to hotel in midnight 12 am, even locally auntie wont allow her daughter to accompany me to walk...(as she has to go back to the 便利店 by herself, keep in mind that it is 12am in the midnight, so ends up due to me...they quarrelled..=.= 真的对不起喔~！！ 我不是故意的~！）and by then i decided to took cab down...lol..

Finally reached hotel~! welcome by my friends~~ but welcome by my 'black faced' room-mate..
knock the door for few times..there is no ans.. I wanted to put down my 'load' so i can go n have my dinner~ ( I have not been eating since I sat in the plane..zz) so i just try my luck whether i can open the door..

tada~! I opened it easily~! so i asked her “吖~你在里面为什么没有帮我开门？”，and she replied,“门都没有锁~！”...zzzz like as if i know...so i heck..i just put down my bag...n i went to my other friend's room and eat...

a bad start..and as i am the last to arrive in Taiwan, so when i reach there i was like...sighz...bad start..n next few days i start to hear stories... too much to put in here...but overall..just feel that she has changed? i also not sure...only sure that think we have spoilt her as her friends.

sighz...

anyway...It has been a period of time i get back to sg..hence i eventually have stop thinking about it that much..=) as no matter how she is still my friend..normal friend...no one is perfect...we have to learn to accept each others' flaws. =) just hope she dun hurt any of my circle of bestie friends.


just feel like blog it down suddenly...

preparing for cny now..packed my rm for whole day...ends up...i only manage to pack half..sighz...i still need to paint my door n air-con pipe~! (give up the idea of painting the wall..coz it will make my room outcast from the rest~! LOL)I must complete those task asap~! i belive 我可以~！

btw..Hope this year is a good~!!! A new start in my life~! At here i also wish everyone 虎年行大运！！！