Self-pity is an excuse to do nothing.

jus like what am i doing..

where I should working hard..

I am facebook-ing, twittering, msning, surfing net, read newspaper and now blogging...

instead of checking datelines, sending email, go ask for signature...

self pity myself as a temp staff..as having not enough rest after my last paper...

so I am doing what I'm not suppose to do now..

excuses..

coz i jus plainly lazy...

looking at people wealth will only look down on myself..

y should i bother so much about how people look at me ?

shouldn't i making use of what I am having now and turn it to a way in my life as what i wanted?

one reason...

coz i'm jus a human but not a saint..

a saint is a human once too...

and here i go again...

self-pitying myself...

by giving myself too much excuses to do nothing whereby i should push myself further in order to succeed..

so how am i going to succeed in what am i doing in this way?

everyone can look down on me, but I can't look down on myself..

that's how i reminding myself nowadays...