I shouldn't..

not sure how to write or input...sighz..

feeling unwell..feel like getting mc...

yawnz..

I want to get this~!!!!!

I want to get a camera from here~!! -http://www.lomographyasia.com/home/

hahah..it has become one of my wish list...hope i can get it soon~!

Diana F+ Colette Edition!

Diana F+ Hong Meow Edition~

Hmm...which should i get...but the most important is i like the effect so much...but one main problem...how does it put those photo online? hmmmmmm....

Photo taken using Diana F+ Colette~!

Oh my gosh..I want to play with camera~!!!

我又乱发脾气了~！

不知道是不是PMS。。

吃晚饭了后。。

就觉得心里闷闷的。。

而也这样我就开始讲话有点大声了。。

头头我并没有生气。。

但因我音量太大声了。。

每个人以为我在发脾气。。

而且他们觉得我是在乱发脾气～！！！

结果我还真的发了～！！！

我还真的无理取闹～！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

结果是。。。

我反而在生我自己的气。。。。

=(

气冲冲的一天。。

有时候觉得为什么我的朋友每当我发脾气的时候。。
都回觉得我很怪，很像我不可以有脾气似的。。
而他们却有资格生气~！
=(

The dream is so nice...

the dream was nice, beautiful, and blissful...

but it is no longer belong to me...

I dun dare to expect too much as it really was a dream to me...

My Favourite song...

Recently ..I fall in love with MJ's songs...hahha...and now then i realise one of my favourite song is sang from him~!



Heal The World

the meaning of my name 'Esther'

Possibly means "star" in Persian. Alternatively it could be a derivative of the name of the Near Eastern goddess ISHTAR. The Book of Esther in the Old Testament tells the story of Queen Esther, the Jewish wife of the king of Persia who saved the Jews of the realm from extermination. Her original Hebrew name was Hadassah.
This name has been used in the English-speaking world since the Protestant Reformation. In America it received a boost in popularity after the birth of Esther Cleveland (1893-1980), the daughter of president Grover Cleveland.


interesting..coz in the first place i feel like changing my name...
and this makes me feel reluctant of doing that now..
hmmz...

This song has represent my feeling...

放手是很痛苦，但我们都知道现在，这是最好的结局。。

Self-pity is an excuse to do nothing.

jus like what am i doing..

where I should working hard..

I am facebook-ing, twittering, msning, surfing net, read newspaper and now blogging...

instead of checking datelines, sending email, go ask for signature...

self pity myself as a temp staff..as having not enough rest after my last paper...

so I am doing what I'm not suppose to do now..

excuses..

coz i jus plainly lazy...

looking at people wealth will only look down on myself..

y should i bother so much about how people look at me ?

shouldn't i making use of what I am having now and turn it to a way in my life as what i wanted?

one reason...

coz i'm jus a human but not a saint..

a saint is a human once too...

and here i go again...

self-pitying myself...

by giving myself too much excuses to do nothing whereby i should push myself further in order to succeed..

so how am i going to succeed in what am i doing in this way?

everyone can look down on me, but I can't look down on myself..

that's how i reminding myself nowadays...

原来。。

原来让自己深爱的人讨厌。。是这么痛。。。

suddenly..

suddenly...i feel like msging you..

'hi , how are you?'

feel like asking,

'hi, can i know are you still loving me?'


emoing..at the wrong time...

really missing you...aren't you?

dreamt of you...dreamt that you are happier now...

purposely come to me and tell me you are happy now..

strangely...i dun really feel sad..in fact i feel relieve and happy for you...

=)

aRGHHHZZZ...

anyone has coastal sand?????

please..let me win abit of money~!!!

lol...

so boring...

my friend recently keep telling me about complicated person and simple person...

I asked her..how complicated is complicated..

how simple is simple?

she just respond me..complicated just cant match with simple people...

hmm...

to me..sometime...people looks simple..doesnt mean they really simple...

when people look complicated doesnt mean they are one...

but i agree with her..

simple really have to match with simple people....

but can anyone tell me...

how to identify them by one look?

lol