What is my goal in 5 yrs time...

hmmmm...

recently i have been asked this question for few times...

and i realised since young till now..

this goal has been a forever changing issue in my mind.

when i was young, graduate from poly,

my goal then is to be a chemist or researcher..

however as i grow old, my mindset change as reality tell me that it is impossible as i will need to study tilll PhD ..

based on my result, my financial situation...this is a far far way dream...

den i changed my goal..to open a cafe..with friends..

but these need capitals..

so my goal now..is earn more money..

to support my family and dreams...

but telling ppl this..

is so..surface..

and today i suddenly realise what is the reason..

and that will be my goal,

to be independent in every aspect.

but still how shld i convey this tomorrow?

Wait patiently...

I will..and be it...
whether is there any reply
i will just wait ...


i believe in fate..

When telling someone...think is still better to remind myself as well..

Esther says: letting go doesnt mean u will lost everything
Esther says:if u two meant to be together
Esther says:it will
Esther says:love onli come when u least expected..
Esther says:if u think is xin ku..i believed him also
Esther says:why?
Esther says:everyone upset
Esther says:just leave
Esther says:n let go
Esther says:u will start to become relax n happy againEsther says:he also
Esther says:by then if fated..
Esther says:u all will see each other again
Esther says:the world wnt stop jus because u stop
Esther says:it will move on
Esther says:so moved on
Esther says:i beleve after the rain there's always a rainbow waiting for you at the other sideEsther says:this is jus a phase..my dear
Esther says:=)
Esther says:this is a jus a challenge to u...not obstacle in urs life
letting go doesnt mean u dun care..jus tat u care more than he do

Esther says:well love is funny
Esther says:it doesn't mean u will fall in love with someone who is nice to you..
Esther says:it comprises lots of factor, time, feel and so on
Esther says:is not as easy as 1+1+
☆[PigGy PiG]+☆ says:yeaa been a long time since i have feel
Esther says:hahha yaya+☆[PigGy PiG]+☆ says:i think feel is the hardest thing on earth to let go
Esther says:so jus treasure it when it comes ..but respect it when it gone
Esther says:as always
Esther says:=)

痛苦

痛苦是当你知道。。
你已爱上一个不应该爱上的人。。
但那人并不知道。。
就算知道也有可能不会回报。。。
而那也是世界上最遥远的距离。。

Review of Blackbird

Review of Blackbird...

勇气。。

追求爱情需要很大的勇气。。。
但是结束爱情需要更大的勇气。。

而我需要的正是勇气。。

因为我一点儿也没有。。

连该这么去爱。。
也忘了。。

I am sick...after so long...

I thought after so long..my gastric prob has gone...but no~!!!

it has returned~!

fri's night, i have vomited 4 times, and ls-ing 6 times...zzz

so i ate those chinese powder med and force myself to sleep...

sat i am still weak..but recovering so i dun think i need to see doc..

no choice..
cancelled my 2nd interview, outing with Grace they all and my company's DnD..

never really eat these two days...

Sun..i can feel hunger~! WOoot~!

Just when i tot i am recovered, i having gastric pain on Mon's morning..zzz

den again...

I vomitted..

Endured after meeting and lunch...

cant eat much again...

I can't stand it..so asking for permission to leave early..

and finally i saw a doc..

surprisingly i have slight fever..

expected too much gas in stomach...zzz

sighz...wat i weekend...

Fried Rice Paradise with Minister Lee~!

Last Last Thurs i have an impromtu invitation by Ah Li to Fried Rice Paradise..surprisingly saw Minister Lee there~! lol..my honour sir..

王力宏 - 信任 [KTV] ktv.playinmel.com

feeling....tooooot~!

That's explain wat happen to my love life.

Jamie says:
"in this world, there are two type of woman, the simple girls and the complicated one. problem is, guys always end up leaving for the simple one. reason being that it just got so hard and she is easier. if youre one of the complicated ones, its not that you couldnt break them, maybe the problem was that he couldnt break you, maybe some women aint meand to be tame, they are suppose to

Jamie says:
run free untill the find someone to run with"