Tuesday, April 27, 2010

horoscope

Love is always complicated on some level, especially when loyalty is an issue. If you're just getting to know each other, you should get some clarity on expectations and standards.

Your laughter is infectious today, and you might find that your friends are all looking for ways to provoke it. It's a really good time to kick back and enjoy the people you spend your time with.


Haha...my horoscope for today~!LOL

Sunday, April 25, 2010

唐伯虎之诗

别人笑我太疯颠。。
我笑他人看不穿。。

唐伯虎

是看破了红尘,还是没有了自信。。。?

我好像两者都有。。

是因为累了吗?

我不知道。。

我只知道。。

互相的关心其实有时是无影的压力。。

这些压力让我喘不过气。。

觉得为什么我的人生不是我自己在做选择,而是别人。。

是因为我每次都在埋怨和后悔吗?

但我不喜欢这种不被信任,而被控制的感觉。。

只会让我跟不想理任何人,更叛力。。

还是因为我太在乎别人的眼光吗?

太在乎别人的感受。。

而从不为自己想一想?

不善于表达的我。。

总把这些评语放在心上。。

反反复复的想了又想。。

听了越多反而越乱。。

我从不勇于的解释或揭开真真的烦恼。。

只会在一个角落自寻烦恼。。

而我的选择往往都是逃避。。

只会说,“顺其自然”。。。

但我知道,也很清楚。。自己的人生要自己负责。。

所以我从来不怪过任何人。。只会埋怨自己。。


我只想自由自在的生活。。

我不再是小孩了。。

everyone has their own lifestyle..
so why shld we mimick or wanting ppl's lifestyle to be the same ?
Aren't we suppose to learn how to respect each other's life style ?

"everything has two or more faces...learning to respect and you will be able to see a rounder image. "

Saturday, April 24, 2010

playing around..





Playing around with my nephew's and Ashlyn's ( My friend's bb) photos hence i decide to give myself a break even though i know i am lagging behind..hahah

I'm hopeless...

arghz...

out of sudden i feel like spending money again..

but is not wat i need..

is jus a passion...

feel like getting the digital lomo camera..

but yet wat others said is quite true as well..

might as well buy a good camera and photoshot it to the one i wan..

but yet..

the digital lomo camer really looks attractive to me..

and i am so tempted..

*bite my fingers*

Friday, April 23, 2010

我想隐藏自己

Hi Esther! Here is your Daily Single's Horoscope for Friday, April 23

You're tired of walking on eggshells, especially since it has been happening with increasing frequency over unimportant matters. It hurts your relationships in more ways one, so be sure to let them know.

我想隐藏自己..

Thursday, April 22, 2010

After so long...

After sooo long..

I have finally see Tiernan and help in feeding~!

I like the feeling..seeing him drinking and sleeping, wake up and continue drinking in my arm...

Looking at him during he sleeping..Looking at him smiling, and moving during his sleep..

and oh my...my nephew has really grow up fast ..LOL he is about 5 kg now..

=)

Admire my sis-in-law~! She really is wonder..thou her temper is still as bad...but can see that she is really concern about my little nephew ..pacifying him when he cried badly for his milk..angry when my bro is slow in preparing for milk..LOL..

However, thou can see her concern, the 母爱 , and the bonding is strong between Tiernan and her...but, Partial of me wondering is the strong bonding good or bad...just suddenly feel that actually the ways she behaves is almost the same as how my mom behaves, isn't she?

But of coz, the difference is one is mother, one is grandmother. And, mother always have the right.

o.O

think i will only understand after i have my own kids bahz..LOL